New morning once again and failed to blog last night was well as get a good nights rest as usual. I keep trying not to drink myself to rest well. But am just so done in by the things going on around me. well, its still cool though. I'm still able to put a smile on my face. Ade is going to have her test within the next half an hour and i hope she can pass it. I never saw someone so heck care before. I have no comments on that. A cloud of rain gathers above me but i am so used to it that it no longer matters. When in search for the answer to take away my pain, i realised that there are many things which can solve this. Its just what i choose. If i select the wrong option, the pain and suffering will just be amplified. Going back to her is not an option. She died long ago remember.

-thats what i choose to-