I'll be going to serve the nation in a lill while. To be extact, in 22 hours. I guess that time where every Singaporean man has to *cough cough* you get this idea... has come for me. I go in with a rather open mindset really. Its going to teach me many things which i have failed to learn over the years.
What are these you may ask. I'll name just one example. Since a kid, i have always had a problem with authority. Especially with those who think they are high and mighty. I dun give face at all. Much of what i would like to learn will be useful to the outside world, thats when i get out of there that is.
This blog is going to be different from other blogs. Over the past few weeks, i have wanted to meet up with lotsa pple but i haven been able to do so... mostly due the the procrastination. Forgive me. I'll only be putting all that i wanna say to those pple whom i drew strength from the past few months in the hardest period of time in my life, almost 9 already.
Well, to one and all, sorry if ya msg is so short. i dun have much time to do this. Sorry.
| Cheryl | Thank you for being there in those times of dire doubt. Without you i would never be here today. No amount of gratitude i type here will ever be equivalent of the way i wanna express it out. Dun give up on me just yet k. Well, Cheryl's BF, if you are reading this, you had better take gd care of her. Too bad she has not allowed me to know who you are but seriously, dun hurt her else.. just else.. Gd luck you 2. |
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| Koba | Hey bro. Its been awhile since we have met. I wish you had been here as well. I miss your company damn bad. (to all the fuckers reading my stuff to others, i am NOT gay.) There has always been a thing where i wanted to say that i just cant get out right but i'll place it bluntly here. Seriously man, dun let girls fuck you up. Sometimes you have to look more. I mean those times where some liked you just for the money, thats fucked up. You deserve much better. I dunno whats up with you now but i hope that you find the one. Take care and always remain in contact. Always. |
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| Stephen | well, we have hardly had time to just sit down at a cafe or a bar to just chat like we used to. From my estimation, its not going to happen before the 11th june. Well bro, remember our talks on the LONDON BRIDGE (smoker's bridge in NYP) about how we'll always remain in close contact. I dunno bout u. But i take this kinda thing very seriously. 2 of our buds have already drifted away. 1 maybe never to be contacted again. Never let that happen to us ya. Friendships is the one thing i have lift to believe in and hold on to. Its quite remarkable how we even started talking in the first place. Lastly, about Min, you ahve my Bestest of bestest regards. You both better not fuck up. You are the last few i have placed hope in. -07-.*hits chest twice* |
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| Mr Ang Beng Ho | I wanted to thank you for being my personal mentor for the past 3 years. I'm sure i have caused some hic-ups here and there and caused minor inconveniences every once in a while. Sorry about that. Well, i have graduated. -out- |
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| Mr Edmund Teo | You have been one of the best lecturers and teachers whom have met and respected. Thank you for your guidance when i was taking your module and even after that. I dun respect many. Be honoured. I hope that our paths will cross again somewhere... maybe even in the mobile industry. Thanks again for being a blessing to me. I have observed and learnt much. ps- if you need more movies and stuff, you can try Click here. Bit Torrent is needed for downloading. |
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| Aaron | f***er 4... you bastard... you still owe me $130... Kidding.. well you do still owe me the $ but the main thing is i haven heard from you since you decided to stop poly. I hope all is going well with you. According to my calculations, you should already be in Army if i am not wrong. Take gd care man. Please try to contact the rest of the group k? |
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| Anand | My black brother. One whom i have had the outmost respect for.Even though you seem to always get flamed. Have i ever told you that? Its not often in life where you come across true friends. I go on my knees and pray that your mentality will never be swayed by the world. Strangely, we are very alike in many ways. But somewhere along the line, i chose a wrong turn. Dun end up like me. Stay in close contact. Your another i dun ever wanna lose. Hope your stress fractures heal up gd. |
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| Andrea | Hey sweetie. Hows it in Aussie? Too bad you not in Singapore.. Stupid thing.. Run away from this lousy country so fast. Haha.. Lemme know when you are coming back ya? Better not say too much here. After that we get on the wrong frequency again. :) |
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| Belinda | Oei gerl! stupid thing.. you die to where le.. SOrry i haven been free much.. SEriously i doubt that you are even going to be reading this due to your *cough basic of basics of basics about computers.. but there is a possiblity that you just might. Hmmm... O yes.. I've always wanted to ask, What do you want from life? What is it you want to acquire? Tell me that i may understand. |
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| Ben Lim | Hows it going? We seem to be meeting up lesser and lesser. New Gf? hope so. Dude. Continue to Inspire me. Let not that endless passion for music and arts and stuff fade away. Lose not sight of your goal. I dunno but i think that your fear is getting in the way. O yes. If we ever lose contact and i see you again somewhere in life next time i will. i repeat i will kill you. Fuck you too. haha |
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| Bobby | Never really liked you when i first met you but you are a jewel of a friend. Seriously. Never forget i said that. Strangely we dun seem to meet p or even talk online much no more. Y? dunno. Well, i will be meeting up with you a lill bit before i go in so maybe we can catch up there. Lose not the contact man. Never. You were there for me when i was at rock bottom. I will always be there for you whenever wherever. *salute |
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| Catherine from NYP | STupid Cat.... lalala.. well, you helped with my boredom.. haha.. make sure you keep that supposed $1600 job.. coz you might not get another one.. wwwwoooaaahhh.. haha.. |
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| Suang | Oei bitch! when we ever going to meet up for a drink? we have much to catch up. I'll be going in on the 11th june into tekong school 1. see you around. |
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| Derek Wong and Evil Rumei | I believe that people are placed in my life for a reason. You are one where paths have crossed twice. Have never know you well but to put it bluntly i have expectations of u. To put in bluntly, you two are majority of my foundation in my belief that it can happen. What is that you ask. Lemme share some of my pain. I am having conflicts war-ing with my head and heart. In this immorral world, there are still those whom are strong enough to maintain their stand. You two are the finally grasp that... pardon me, i am having problems phrasing... that erm.. forget it... its complicated. Make it happen...When i meet up with you next time when ya like old old old you 2 had better still be together. *gd luck |
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| Eliz Tan | Stupid mei mei.. you have disappeared and re-appeared... you had better not disappear again. I get the feeling that you will be going overseas soon. YOU HAD BETTER LET ME KNOW.. you hear me?.. hhaha... Hopefully i will have time to meet up with you. |
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| Eliz Tang | The regret i have for losing you when i was with jess i can never make up for. its a bottomless pit. Though we have nothing to say to each other nemore, I will still always care for you. I hope all your stuff goes well. Take care k.. am worried for you. |
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| Grace | I have no idea how you are doing really. Hope its gd k.. Remember when eliz was there for you lots? if ever she needs you please be there for her 2 k. i care for you 2 lots! |
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| Hildra | What can i say.. hmmm... dunno lar. should have met you so yeah. |
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| Howie | My malaysian guava man. i ahve always respected your decisiveness and determination. You are the same as bobby. Never liked you at first..its the face i tell u.. but a jewel you are. |
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| Hui hui | You sick shit. I still remember all the things you used to gross me out with. Upon closer analysis, the laughs you made me have were just so haha... yeah... i never did thank you for cheering me up a lill the time when i was damn down and i followed you to the library. Thanks for getting me head of the problem at that time. The only other thing that helps was probably ciggies. :P |
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| Jane | How in the first place did i know you? I dun even recall why i actually shared my problems with you last time.. haha.. was i that desperate? grin.. well.. thanks for being a ear.. when you become a forensic scientist you have to let me know k... |
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| Kaho | hongkie tong. its been a while since we met up. I respect your decision on leaving disc-knights for her. I never thought that i would see that side of you. For sure i know that you are a reliable friend. When you go back to hong kong we are sure going to miss you. We have never really been able to talk about things on a very personal level but seriously you are one hell of a joker. Thanks man. I dun think that i'll be able to see you off since i am going in on friday morning. You are leaving on the 13th rite. Have a safe trip. Journey mercy. |
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| Kenneth Lau | How long has it been? Used to teach you how to chase gerls.. haha.. not to much avail though.. through your experiences, i have learnt much but am still figuring out a way to continue to carry on. Guess that our burdens are all different. see you in camp man. |
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| Lorraine | Amazing how my path crossed with yours. Well, you made me realised that certain things of the past which i haden recognised before. May the road you now tread lead you to greener pastures |
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| Mag! | Sorry fer falling asleep on you so much.. haha.. It seems to have become a habit in my late night phone calls.. which is not gd. Thanks for helping me get on my pwn two feet. Its been what? a couple of months since we late had a good chat? dun ferget me k.. once i come out i'll find you. |
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| Vic | I do not have the right to say such things now but i'll say it anyway. Do you not feel the void in your life? Whatever happened? Maybe its time you started attending church again. Along with the rest. Well, mock me but it could be just a maybe. Basically all i have to say is this. Dunno whats up with you but hope its all gd. |
| Vincent | You are no doubt the most loyal friend i have ever had and i believe you will remain that. Thanks for sticking through my shit. |
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| WeiPeng | Hey bro. Your encouragement has given me strength to want to try again. I dunno where this road leads and its so hard to follow with no direction. Maybe when i can really let everything go, it'll just fall into place. Contibue to pray for me man. I'm still rather fucked up. |
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| Disc-Knights | Everyone who has been part and parcel of this, I thank you with more thanks than you know. Ultimate frisbee was an anchor of my life for that time. It held me on my feet. It allowed me to remain relatively stable and gave me something to look forward to when all i could see was darkness and all i felt, pain. Also, most of you guys have become treasured friends. I have learnt about things which have had influence on much of my perspective on many issues.
Stephen, Anand, Wei Liang, Nigel, Wen Yao, Gen, Derek, Kenneth, Ben, Ziting, Qian Hui, Rachel, Clement, Alex, Hongwei, Etc(sorry i cant rem if i missed out ne now). i Love you guys. *stop that cynical grin.. whores... haha* |
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| Everybody else | I hope that you guys are not going to be petty. I aint ranking my friends. I love you all the same. :). k? .......not happy msg me..... |
| Adelene | no i have not forgotten u... you are the most special. |
Some may question what is all this i am typing. Its not that i am going to die or go away and never come back. I cant argue that. But there is something which has been worrying me. I'm afraid that i'll go in and forget myself. I dun wanna come out not Andre. You get what i mean? Well hope so. If i come out for the better den its all gd but if i come out one hella screwed bastard, please please remind me who i was. Its a major worry to me though most i dun think that will comprehend.
Mainly, you guys all played a lill role in my life in the past few months which has not allowed me to just give up. I am very grateful.
Please keep me in your prayers. I am sure army is going to be fine! Be sure to know that i'll keep everyone in mind. Those whom i have not listed here i am sorry i just did this as fast as possibe and there was not enough time.
