Am so damn tired. Sent ade home yesterday and reached back about 1 i think. Training has been real cool. The spring league is beginning next week. Cant wait for it yet i feel a lill strange bout it. I'm lyk the !£$^!$£&^!£%&*!%£&^$$"£!^£%&"$%&"$%$ weakest link in the team. I have to buck up. Damn. Have to get boots too. Couldn run for nuts in those trainers on the grass field. So much to do.. Sigh
We had the first assignment for the team (we're called big and bigger). We all have to come out with nicl names... They've already gotten on for me though.. haha... BIG HAIR... does it surprise me.. Duh... no... haha.. ironic isn't it. Its all going to be off by 11th june. Heard from the rest that the they heard pple calling me firehead... haha.. not bad... it fits my temperament as well.
yawn.
NS has started to bug me again. I've wanted to do so much before i went in but so far, nothing has been achieve.. seriously .... its damn depressing... this year i'll be turning 20 and what do i have to show for it? Zilch. I hate this world. Grrr.. Wish that i had something to fall back on. Still, lifes lyk that rite? It ain't no walk in the park.
Question: but in life, is the ball in your court?
Stupid stupid enlistment has been screwing with my head. Damn. But i guess it'll be an experience. One no singaporean man forgets.
Am i looking at too depressing a perspective on life? Maybe. Dun wanna hope. Hope. What is hope. Technically, hope means CLick here to find out. Anyway, this is one of my most used webbies. Its damn gd.. Bet everyone uses it too.
Am looking out of the window typing this so please dun blame me if there are typos. i hardly check the screen.... I dun feel like typing le. Scenery from my balcony is too damn gd. Its been a long time since i have stared blankly into it in the day.
-stares-
We had the first assignment for the team (we're called big and bigger). We all have to come out with nicl names... They've already gotten on for me though.. haha... BIG HAIR... does it surprise me.. Duh... no... haha.. ironic isn't it. Its all going to be off by 11th june. Heard from the rest that the they heard pple calling me firehead... haha.. not bad... it fits my temperament as well.
yawn.
NS has started to bug me again. I've wanted to do so much before i went in but so far, nothing has been achieve.. seriously .... its damn depressing... this year i'll be turning 20 and what do i have to show for it? Zilch. I hate this world. Grrr.. Wish that i had something to fall back on. Still, lifes lyk that rite? It ain't no walk in the park.
Question: but in life, is the ball in your court?
Stupid stupid enlistment has been screwing with my head. Damn. But i guess it'll be an experience. One no singaporean man forgets.
Am i looking at too depressing a perspective on life? Maybe. Dun wanna hope. Hope. What is hope. Technically, hope means CLick here to find out. Anyway, this is one of my most used webbies. Its damn gd.. Bet everyone uses it too.
Am looking out of the window typing this so please dun blame me if there are typos. i hardly check the screen.... I dun feel like typing le. Scenery from my balcony is too damn gd. Its been a long time since i have stared blankly into it in the day.
-stares-
