Was out with a group of friends today and to a certain extent i felt weird. Kinda strange feeling. Seems like everyone got a little more distant. Could it be that the one whom's changed is me? I ain't too sure. I hope not. Everyone now is caught up in their own stuff... Actually its been me who has rather distanced myself. Not that i am not into ultimate but rather i no longer seem to have that kinda click with the rest. Ultimate had bonded us but i guess it will also be what will break us all. I have no intention of going back competitively but i hope that in time i may once again rejoin that sport which i used to love so much...

Meanwhile, i hope that what you guys are doing, you'll have fun.

To you guys, namely, nigel gen, derek, weiliang, wenyao , qh

Cheers

I've realised that i have been damn lazy to blog very often but i'll try to again so that i can have a daily account of my life... sort of.. if i ever wanna look back on it.

Today's been another one of those days that just make you wanna kill someone. I would but God and society frown upon it. Sometimes i wonder why i even bother to try to do stuff well at all. When you look back on it, you just get screwed over. A seaman, who has ORD-ed, once told me the more you do work, the more they will give you but they will not give you what is promised. Be it the benefits or what fuck they promise. Hate to admit it but thats true to some extent and thats rather sad dun you think. Who den will wanna try to do their work well???? For the regulars, thats fine because the more you do the more you have a reputation and you will move up the promotion ladder faster and all but how about for us NSFs??? What gives us motivation or what should drive us to do as well as we can? For me, i once promised that i would try to and also because i dun wanna have people in NS view me as slack jack and have that come back some time in the near future come back and bite you in the ass. Hopefully COC will go smoothly and i will get my DY OC post and not have to be pushed around that much.

Received my offer on my double degree in Science and Commerce in university of new south wales. Still waiting for the rest of my applications to return with a reply so that i can faster choose one to settle down with one. I see more potential problems in the future but those i leave to God, for i know that he has planned the path for me and he will be with me every step of the way where i walk. truely, without you i'd be lost.

yyyyaaaaahhhhhooooooooooo... i finally got a new pair of shoes.... now that i have a pair, i will wear it once in a while.... still like my slippers but i cant go to church and all with slippers can i?

Sigh.. wanted to go to cheryl's church today but i'm having sailing today.. at night somemore... also will be missing the manchester united and chelsea game.. o well... sigh...

*Stressed out for sailing*