Michael first k.. Aaron's probably will be rather long. I have to say that i myself am not sure when you will be flying off and all. I am not sure not because i dun care. Its just that maybe my situation awareness has not been that good as i have been trying to concentrate on other things. Dude, I just wanna wish you good luck for this trip. I know that you will excel. You've set your mind on being the best and trying your upmost hardest to excel in the navy and i respect that. To choose a path with such determination is not something many can do. When i first got to know you, I have to say that you were not really on my ok people list. But neither did i hate you. You must understand that i am not one whom respects one easily. Even up to now, there are few whom have really earned my respect. Not that they really care but yeah. Hope you get my message. As time went by, i learnt how you tick and saw the motivation within you. To have you go to Dartmouth is both good and bad. Good in the way that i noe that is the path which you have wanted, whether you regret taking it or not i dun think is the point. Its your goal, part of your vision and you are slowly and steadily chipping away at it. Good for you brother. 53rd Tiger will be at a loss without you as you have always been part of our structure. A pillar standing tall portraying our glory. The fittest guy in our division. I have to say its sad to have you go and not be able to commission together. I'm sure you have gained the respect from all of us through all this time. We will continue to stand tall. If you dun mind, i'd just like to pray for you. Lord, I just wanna place michael in your hands, that you may protect him as he goes forth to achieve his goal and take yet another step closer to his vision. Lord, may you guard his health, his mind and his determination. May he fit in well with the rest that will be there. And maybe too let him meet you and personally get to know you. Amen. So my friend, go forth, conquer and show the rest of the people there how we Singaporeans can stand out, never failing to update the rest of the division i hope. This is my webbie, i dun think that i will change it. Last thing. Please take care of aaron. thanks. Feel free to e-mail me too ya. Thanks.
Aaron. Aaron. What can i say? i dun even know whether you will bother to read this. There were so many things which we once shared that are so sad to see have just dissintigrated into oblivion. I cant explain what happened because truthfully i dunno. I would just like to explain myself and all that has been happening all this while so that you may understand. Hopefully. How did we ever drift apart? The Tango days of you, me, vic, sampan, zhiwei, nick, pius. I guess that those were the times har. The defining moments. I have to say that i have not been the best i could have been to be there for you in times of need. Also its coz i felt that i could not reach you. Could not quite figure you out. I did try though whether you believe it or not. Those times when you were in depression, you din wanna tell me the problems that you were facing. I understand that its a personal choice to but i wish that you did. I've always been a good listener. I started drifting after i kept being put down by you and sampan at the mids underway. I kinda felt that you thought of me as inferior and thats was it i think. I ain't sure. Well, i think that i should stop here. I still wear the watch you gave me when i'm in the cv world. Dun wear it to camp coz i'm afraid that it may get damaged or scratched and stuff. Do i just wear it for wearing sake, fashion purposes, etc? I thought it might be better to let you know in case you think otherwise. I wear it because to me, it has really deep sentimental value. Of friendship, of hope, of encouragement, the times we used to share and the little things that guys and most people tend to look through. Yes i am a very sentimental person. I will always rem you. Wish that we could have all commissioned together like we once said. But then again, are we supposed to not respect others personal choices in treading the part that they have decided on? Its still a whirl within my head. But if you ahve to go, step up and shine because you have it in you. Hope that you have not thrown away the zippo that i gave you. Its meaningful to me and kinda like the first christmas pressie i have ever bought for anyone excluding my ex-girlfriends. I decided to stay away from vic and the rest after we really drifted coz i felt that they were the only support that you had and i did not want to interfere since it was like i was always getting in your way and seemed to always piss you off. But over all this time, i've seen you smile and i wonder whether it is real and true deep within. I hope so. I hope that your problems that were there for you once have gone. Take care my friend. Tread carefully and stay strong. If ever you are down and out, just close your eyes, take a deep breath and move on. I dun like to see you get depressed. Know that always and have always been praying for you. For your safety, your happiness and other stuff. If i had the chance to go back in time, I wish our friendship could have remained strong.Please take good care of yourself. There is so much i wish i could say but i cant seem to gather all my thoughts all at once. Maybe coz i'm just so tired. Dunno if Michael will really take good care of you of not coz he cant be looking out for you all the while. If possible please remain in contact always. You know my e-mail, hp no and all. My add is Blk 48a Dorset Road #24-117 S(211048) if you ever wanna write instead. Lemme know how i can contact you k. To end, i'd just like to say again what i've said once before. Rem it k. At least i hope that you will.
We Care,
We Share,
We Laugh,
We Cry,
The threads of love with which to tie,
A knot of friendship,
Till we die.*to all those whom think that i'm gay, GO SCREW YOURSELF. I am not and neither is aaron. If you fail to understand, its your loss coz you are to shallow to comprehend the god given gift of friendship.
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