Anger seems to have shown itself once again. This burning feeling inside. And once again, its due to many many factors with a little thing as a trigger. I feel bad. Strangely, i am embracing it. Its time i learn to take hold and control this. It like a demon splitting me up from inside just forcing its way out. Even when i say this, the anger was mild.... i dun wanna imagine what it'll be like when the full force explodes. It will be horrible. Lets not go there. Meanwhile i'll be thinking of how to bind this curse.
Stephen and i finally had a gd talk today. Its been a really long while since i have been able to catch up with him. Ever since we formed Disc-Knights, its been really testing our friendship to a certain extent. Upon saying this, i hope that we'll always remain gd friends. No matter what. Through thick and thin. Am reminded of the times that have gone by. Me, Steph, Marcus(ever since gf has not been hanging out with us) and Aaron(MIA after getting sacked from NYP). I miss those days. I miss them dearly.
My secondary school friends also come back into my head. Koba, i hope you are doing well. Seriously. Dude i miss you man.... no i am not gay.... So many have gone their different ways. Taken different paths. Each with with consequences. I am referring to our cliques relationship. I hope that WeiLiang, Anand, Nigel, Geneveive, WenYao, Kenneth.. etc.. the whole of disc-knights will all become really really gd friends to rely on and will never just vanish into thin air.
I've been having 4 songs echo in my head over the past few days. Here they are.
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6 8 12 -- Brian McKnight
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Do you ever think about me?
Do you ever cry yourself to sleep?
In the middle of the night when you're awake,
Are you calling out for me?
Do you ever reminisce?
I can't believe in nothing like this
I know it's crazy
How I still can feel your kiss
It's been six months, eight days, twelve hours
Since you went away
I miss you so much and I don't know what to say
I should be over you
I should know better but it's just not the case
It's been six months, eight days, twelve hours
Since you went away
Do you ever ask about me?
Do your friends still tell you what to do?
Every time the phone rings,
Do you wish it was me calling you?
Do you still feel the same?
Or has time put out the flame?
I miss you
Is everything okay?
It's been six months, eight days, twelve hours
Since you went away
I miss you so much and I don't know what to say
I should be over you
I should know better but it's just not the case
It's been six months, eight days, twelve hours
Since you went away
It's hard enough just passing the time
When I can't seem to get you off my mind
And where is the good in goodbye?
Tell me why, tell me why
It's been six months, eight days, twelve hours
Since you went away
I miss you so much and I don't know what to say
I should be over you
I should know better but it's just not the case
It's been six months, eight days, twelve hours
Since you went away
Sing it for me
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I'll be ok -- Amanda Marshall
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Its time to let ya go
it's time to say good-bye
there's no more excuses
no more tears to cry
there's been so many changes
i was so confused
all along you were the one
all the time i never knew
i want ya to be happy
you're my best friend
but its so hard to let ya go now
what could have been
I'll always have the memories
she'll always have you
fate has a way of changing
just when you don't want it to
throw away the chains
let love fly away
till love comes again
I'll be okay
life passes so quickly
ya gotta take the time
you'll miss what really matters
you'll miss all the signs
I've spent my life searchin
for what was always there
sometimes it will be too late
sometimes it wont be fair
Throw away the chains
Let love fly away
Till love comes again
I'll be okay
I wont give up
I wont give in
I can't recreate
What just might have been
I know that my heart
Will find love again
Now is the time to begin
Throw away the chains
Let love fly away
Till love comes again
I'll be okay
I'll be okay
I'll be okay
Can't hold on forever baby,
Can't hold on forever baby,
Can't hold on forever baby,
I'll be okay
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Somthing about you -- Five for Fighting (swatch ad)
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I don't know where to begin
I don't know how to get out there to see you
I don't know where to dig in.
I don't know how to get in there:to feel you
It's been to long and I'm about to be in time for me
It's been to long and I'm in time
Baby there's something about you that
I can hold on to
I'm going to hold on to that
Baby there's something about you that
I can hold on to
I'm going to hold on to that
I never thought I would win
I never thought much about that.
(It's been a long time coming)
I never stopped to begin
Thinking about the process.
(It's been a long time coming)
It's been to long and I'm about to be in time for me
It's been to long and I'm in time
Baby there's something about you that
I can hold on to
I'm going to hold on to that
Baby there's something about you that
I can hold on to
I'm going to hold on to that
I don't know where to begin
I don't know how to get out there to see you
Baby there's something about you that
I can hold on to
I'm going to hold on to that
Baby there's something about you that
I can hold on to
I'm going to hold on to that
It's been a long time coming
I'm going to hold on to that
And I'm going to be there:be there:alright
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Something about you -- Corrinne May
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Dont what you do to me but
Everytime I'm with you its a natural high
its like re-discovering Eden
with chocolate-coated rainbows and cotton candy skies
And everytime you look my way
I wish i had the guts to say
There's something in your eyes
Something in your smile
Something in the way you move me
You make me want to sing
Make me want to dance
Make me want to cry
I'm falling in love with you.
I think i'll hire Cupid
He'll make you see I'm more than your friend
You'll be tossing and turning
Counting the hours til you see me again
And when we meet you'll
Kiss my hand and say the words I've longed to hear
There's something in your eyes
Something in your smile
Something in the way you move me
You make me want to sing
Make me want to dance
I'm falling in love with you
You make me want to sing
Make me want to dance
Make me want to cry
I'm falling in love with you.
Yeah... songs which have echoed in my head.. the lyrics are gd.. its not too hard to guess who the last 2 songs make me think of... go figure.
-sinks into deep thought-
Stephen and i finally had a gd talk today. Its been a really long while since i have been able to catch up with him. Ever since we formed Disc-Knights, its been really testing our friendship to a certain extent. Upon saying this, i hope that we'll always remain gd friends. No matter what. Through thick and thin. Am reminded of the times that have gone by. Me, Steph, Marcus(ever since gf has not been hanging out with us) and Aaron(MIA after getting sacked from NYP). I miss those days. I miss them dearly.
My secondary school friends also come back into my head. Koba, i hope you are doing well. Seriously. Dude i miss you man.... no i am not gay.... So many have gone their different ways. Taken different paths. Each with with consequences. I am referring to our cliques relationship. I hope that WeiLiang, Anand, Nigel, Geneveive, WenYao, Kenneth.. etc.. the whole of disc-knights will all become really really gd friends to rely on and will never just vanish into thin air.
I've been having 4 songs echo in my head over the past few days. Here they are.
---------------------------------------------------
6 8 12 -- Brian McKnight
---------------------------------------------------
Do you ever think about me?
Do you ever cry yourself to sleep?
In the middle of the night when you're awake,
Are you calling out for me?
Do you ever reminisce?
I can't believe in nothing like this
I know it's crazy
How I still can feel your kiss
It's been six months, eight days, twelve hours
Since you went away
I miss you so much and I don't know what to say
I should be over you
I should know better but it's just not the case
It's been six months, eight days, twelve hours
Since you went away
Do you ever ask about me?
Do your friends still tell you what to do?
Every time the phone rings,
Do you wish it was me calling you?
Do you still feel the same?
Or has time put out the flame?
I miss you
Is everything okay?
It's been six months, eight days, twelve hours
Since you went away
I miss you so much and I don't know what to say
I should be over you
I should know better but it's just not the case
It's been six months, eight days, twelve hours
Since you went away
It's hard enough just passing the time
When I can't seem to get you off my mind
And where is the good in goodbye?
Tell me why, tell me why
It's been six months, eight days, twelve hours
Since you went away
I miss you so much and I don't know what to say
I should be over you
I should know better but it's just not the case
It's been six months, eight days, twelve hours
Since you went away
Sing it for me
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I'll be ok -- Amanda Marshall
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Its time to let ya go
it's time to say good-bye
there's no more excuses
no more tears to cry
there's been so many changes
i was so confused
all along you were the one
all the time i never knew
i want ya to be happy
you're my best friend
but its so hard to let ya go now
what could have been
I'll always have the memories
she'll always have you
fate has a way of changing
just when you don't want it to
throw away the chains
let love fly away
till love comes again
I'll be okay
life passes so quickly
ya gotta take the time
you'll miss what really matters
you'll miss all the signs
I've spent my life searchin
for what was always there
sometimes it will be too late
sometimes it wont be fair
Throw away the chains
Let love fly away
Till love comes again
I'll be okay
I wont give up
I wont give in
I can't recreate
What just might have been
I know that my heart
Will find love again
Now is the time to begin
Throw away the chains
Let love fly away
Till love comes again
I'll be okay
I'll be okay
I'll be okay
Can't hold on forever baby,
Can't hold on forever baby,
Can't hold on forever baby,
I'll be okay
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Somthing about you -- Five for Fighting (swatch ad)
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I don't know where to begin
I don't know how to get out there to see you
I don't know where to dig in.
I don't know how to get in there:to feel you
It's been to long and I'm about to be in time for me
It's been to long and I'm in time
Baby there's something about you that
I can hold on to
I'm going to hold on to that
Baby there's something about you that
I can hold on to
I'm going to hold on to that
I never thought I would win
I never thought much about that.
(It's been a long time coming)
I never stopped to begin
Thinking about the process.
(It's been a long time coming)
It's been to long and I'm about to be in time for me
It's been to long and I'm in time
Baby there's something about you that
I can hold on to
I'm going to hold on to that
Baby there's something about you that
I can hold on to
I'm going to hold on to that
I don't know where to begin
I don't know how to get out there to see you
Baby there's something about you that
I can hold on to
I'm going to hold on to that
Baby there's something about you that
I can hold on to
I'm going to hold on to that
It's been a long time coming
I'm going to hold on to that
And I'm going to be there:be there:alright
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Something about you -- Corrinne May
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Dont what you do to me but
Everytime I'm with you its a natural high
its like re-discovering Eden
with chocolate-coated rainbows and cotton candy skies
And everytime you look my way
I wish i had the guts to say
There's something in your eyes
Something in your smile
Something in the way you move me
You make me want to sing
Make me want to dance
Make me want to cry
I'm falling in love with you.
I think i'll hire Cupid
He'll make you see I'm more than your friend
You'll be tossing and turning
Counting the hours til you see me again
And when we meet you'll
Kiss my hand and say the words I've longed to hear
There's something in your eyes
Something in your smile
Something in the way you move me
You make me want to sing
Make me want to dance
I'm falling in love with you
You make me want to sing
Make me want to dance
Make me want to cry
I'm falling in love with you.
Yeah... songs which have echoed in my head.. the lyrics are gd.. its not too hard to guess who the last 2 songs make me think of... go figure.
-sinks into deep thought-
