Man... Cheryl is having a fever again.. so far the highest was 39.9... i'm so fucking worried... seriously... i'm not sure that i will be able to sleep ok... or rather sleep at all for that manner. She is allergic to so many things that i dunno what to give her.. the only thing that seems to work and have no side effects is the chinese herbs, antelop horn. I'm at a loss. wish there was a way to fix this all. I how... i'm so worried i'm gong crazy

I was browsing through a friends site and decided to try this.....

You Are 27 Years Old

Under 12: You are a kid at heart. You still have an optimistic life view - and you look at the world with awe. 13-19: You are a teenager at heart. You question authority and are still trying to find your place in this world. 20-29: You are a twentysomething at heart. You feel excited about what's to come... love, work, and new experiences. 30-39: You are a thirtysomething at heart. You've had a taste of success and true love, but you want more! 40+: You are a mature adult. You've been through most of the ups and downs of life already. Now you get to sit back and relax.

What Age Do You Act?

shit...

the 8 days of MC have just flown by.. its back to work tmr.. truthfully, i'm dreading it but am also happy... staying at home sometimes can be seriously boring... guess what i was doing... well, during the stay at home spell, 8 seasons of friends.... yes 8 whole !@#$ing seasons.. thats 24*8...... each being about 22 mins... plus a few more shows which i dun really recal now... yeah...

Anyway... my gums are still swollen...

I've just had my teeth extracted... no its not the ordinary teeth.. its the wisdom teeth.. also, i have strangely 4 extra teeth which are behind my wisom teeth so they have all be taken out.

Was it painful? I have under general anesthesia and i din feel a thing but my gums are still bleeding and my face is still swollen. Am on a semi solid diet and wish very much to eat meat.

Sigh

Through my time in service of our country, i have met lots of people, made some enemies, mostly friends and just some i rather say are just mere acquaintances. Or at least i rather that they remain that way. I dun wanna make too many enemies through my time so i have chosen those carefully so i only have the minute possibility of having to work with them in the future.

Politics are the things which really piss me off. No offence to the army fellas but seriously, the navy has a fuck load more complicated people with such conniving minds that the politics are just hectic. Think about it. The above statement holds no flaws. Why i say that, is because the NSF in the navy is the bottom of the food chain. No matter how you look at it, the blame is just shoved down. As an NSF officer, things are a little different. Hear me out. Where we are in the food chain, NSF officers, is determined by your superior and without one whom will back you, *note he is a regular himself so he sides the regulars 99% of the time*, some of the blame gets showered on you too.

Not rated in order of most hated:

The Showman- The one who tries to do most of the work when higher authority is present. To the rest, sometimes perceived as the back stabber. Men under him learn more but also will come to hate him more. When appears, trouble for someone is on the way. There is good and bad to learn from this character also depending on whether you are ones with morales yourself.

The Beholder- His command is power. This also means anyone in higher rank/appointment than you. Unfortunately, there is nothing much you can do about this. To you, he will be the law. Break it and get caught and you'll suffer. Met all his inordinate 'requests', he'll leave you alone. At times, you will never understnd what the !@#$ he wants or what he is doing so just listen.

The Slacker- Doesn seem to do any work. Not sure how the service can still keep him. Some problems can only be fixed by him. When those times come, he will be damn busy but only for a while. THey have introduced PP2 to try to rid those whom do not deserve it but still, no plan is perfect.

The Joker-
The Flamer-
The Demander-
The Loner-

I'm too lazy to type le

Through my time in service of our country, i have met lots of people, made some enemies, mostly friends and just some i rather say are just mere acquaintances. Or at least i rather that they remain that way. I dun wanna make too many enemies through my time so i have chosen those carefully so i only have the minute possibility of having to work with them in the future.

Politics are the things which really piss me off. No offence to the army fellas but seriously, the navy has a fuck load more complicated people with such conniving minds that the politics are just hectic. Think about it. The above statement holds no flaws. Why i say that, is because the NSF in the navy is the bottom of the food chain. No matter how you look at it, the blame is just shoved down. As an NSF officer, things are a little different. Hear me out. Where we are in the food chain, NSF officers, is determined by your superior and without one whom will back you, *note he is a regular himself so he sides the regulars 99% of the time*, some of the blame gets showered on you too.

Not rated in order of most hated:

The Showman- The one who tries to do most of the work when higher authority is present. To the rest, sometimes perceived as the back stabber. Men under him learn more but also will come to hate him more. When appears, trouble for someone is on the way. There is good and bad to learn from this character also depending on whether you are ones with morales yourself.

The Beholder- His command is power. This also means anyone in higher rank/appointment than you. Unfortunately, there is nothing much you can do about this. To you, he will be the law. Break it and get caught and you'll suffer. Met all his inordinate 'requests', he'll leave you alone. At times, you will never understnd what the !@#$ he wants or what he is doing so just listen.

The Slacker- Doesn seem to do any work. Not sure how the service can still keep him. Some problems can only be fixed by him. When those times come, he will be damn busy but only for a while. THey have introduced PP2 to try to rid those whom do not deserve it but still, no plan is perfect.

The Joker-
The Flamer-
The Demander-
The Loner-

I'm too lazy to type le