So much has been going on these couple of weeks.... since commissioning, i have been playing to the max but i was rudely shocked when my uncle had a major stroke. I thank the lord truely that his life is no longer in danger and he has returned home but i prayer that the physio will work fast and hopefully he maybe able to regain the full use of his recongnition and understanding. I pray for my auntie too even though she is a strong person that the lord will give her the strength to hold up the family as well as the 4 kids that the lord will give them peace and understanding even though they may be too young yet to understand.

At least i was able to take a break from the stress and was at sentosa for 3 days... that was wonderful.. just to be able to take time off from everything and try not to remember your worries. But all good things end and i was posted to 185... Yes, that was my first choice and i am happy.

First, i took a rather negetive view on the situation. OC is a pain rather. Well, thats what lifes about i guess. Rising to the challenges. So i've decided to soar above this challenge and take it in my stride.. of course it also seems easier with Cheryl and my parents giving me their moral support..

As for now, i've just set my mind to clearing the duty watches that OC will access. To take a duty once every 3 days is just crazy.. no joke. After i clear that, will be the 4 months wait + training before i get my COC and then life will get a little easier. Sigh... goals ...

Aaron is back. I cannot see why he cannot be supportive as a friend. I understnd that he has his problems and he needs support and i will try to as much as i can but i have my worries too and those burdens cant be shared with anyone...xept god that is... Dude, i'm sorry but taking one duty in three days is crazy enough. Sadly enough, i do take my work rather seriously so that has to come first. I cant just go out at night and heck it at workin the morning. There are consequences for such things and i will not take it. I will pass my duty things and i will find time to go out with you guys.. I would like to believe that sampan and vicky understand my situation and try to explain it to you. But you never know rite.

Gtg. work has to be done.

I've just got back from the hospital. My uncle had a stroke. I beg that anyone whom reads this cover him in prayer. So far it has not got worse but its only till early next week before we can actually be sure that he is safe. The stroke was on the left side of the brain, that is the side which affects the communication ,movement, vision, touch, thinking, behavior, understanding and most of all recognition. The neuro guy said is quite bad but there is still hope that he can recover fully. Its so bad till he totally cannot move the right side of his body and cant even look towards the right. The doctor says its best to let him rest.. the next 12 hours will be the most critical followed by the next few days. The brain usually sweels after something like that and that will cause serious implications. Thats all i will say. I'm rather afffected by it. My aunt too. She has been hit the hardest to please keep her in prayer too. By nature, she is a very strong person but she is not taking it too well. So yeah please please. PLEASE PRAY

I've realised that once i dun blog it straight away i ferget... !@#$... O well... yahooooo.. the hols... begin.......... first task is to clear the room...... i feel like giving up already...

test for cheryl