yes.. where was i? the feeling of booking out is way cool. but there are things that hold me back... like my buddies in camp and all. I have so many people to catch up with and so much to do. I still have to maintain the fitness level and stuff.

My ultimate frisbee team. Sigh. I dun even know if i can play ne more. Lets see how this turns out.

So much seems to have changed since i enlisted. My patience level has increased tremendously. My perception as well. But still that emptiness remains. I dunno how to fill that void. ANd i am stuck yet again. So much to learn. I am so tired.

Lord O Lord, grant me that strength to carry on. The endurance. Thank you for making army seem a relative breeze. Thank you for my platoon sergeant. My platoon commander. My section commander. There is so much that you have blessed me with. Lord guide me through all you want me to learn. Teach me and follow me every step of the way. My whole life, you have been there for me and yet i am weak. I am weary. But i know that in you all things are possible. Your will i want to follow. Always and forever more. Where my life leads me from here. Where i am to study. Even that special person whom you have chosen for me when the time is right. I leave this to you. Knowing you are the one and almighty God. Amen.