Can one not look back and remember? All those memories still seem so fresh. I stare out of my living room window at this point of time and i wonder where it has all gone. Where has it all gone? The countless smiles and laughs shared with so many. I look around and when i see through some facades, it hurts. Why must i see things which pain me. Why are we here on this trial. THis training? What is it we must all go through? Certainly there is no formula. Each one of us goes through different struggles and trials. Each one with their own limit. If only i could see past the pain, into the future. Lord, what do you have planned.
Watched Spiderman2 with Vin and Willie yesterday. Having friends like them helps me to believe that friendship is not sometimes all shallow. There are those whom will always remain in your life. The show was lame but to get back to what i have to say, there was a quote they used many times. "With great power comes great responsibility." In the end spiderman gets the girl rite... Its not a walk in the park here in reality though. FUCKED UP PHRASE.. haha
just read ade's blog and i realised that she thinks everything i am writing here is all directed at her. well babe, it is not k. i just need some time to myself.. Maybe its a mid life crisis thingy and all.. well.. cant ever be too sure can we?
Walked around my good intentions
And found that there were none
I blame my father for the wasted years
We hardly talked
I never thought I would forget this hate
the a phone call made me realize
I'm wrong
If I don't make it known that
I've loved you all along
Just like sunny days that
We ignore because
We're all dumb and jaded
And I hope God I figure out
What's wrong
I walked around my room
Not thinking
Just sinking in this box
I blame myself for being too much
Like somebody else
I never thought I would just bend this way
Then a phone call made me realise i'm wrong
If I don't make it known that
I've loved you all along
Just like sunny days that
We ignore because
We're all dumb and jaded
And I hope God I figure out
What's wrong
Watched Spiderman2 with Vin and Willie yesterday. Having friends like them helps me to believe that friendship is not sometimes all shallow. There are those whom will always remain in your life. The show was lame but to get back to what i have to say, there was a quote they used many times. "With great power comes great responsibility." In the end spiderman gets the girl rite... Its not a walk in the park here in reality though. FUCKED UP PHRASE.. haha
just read ade's blog and i realised that she thinks everything i am writing here is all directed at her. well babe, it is not k. i just need some time to myself.. Maybe its a mid life crisis thingy and all.. well.. cant ever be too sure can we?
And found that there were none
I blame my father for the wasted years
We hardly talked
I never thought I would forget this hate
the a phone call made me realize
I'm wrong
If I don't make it known that
I've loved you all along
Just like sunny days that
We ignore because
We're all dumb and jaded
And I hope God I figure out
What's wrong
I walked around my room
Not thinking
Just sinking in this box
I blame myself for being too much
Like somebody else
I never thought I would just bend this way
Then a phone call made me realise i'm wrong
If I don't make it known that
I've loved you all along
Just like sunny days that
We ignore because
We're all dumb and jaded
And I hope God I figure out
What's wrong
