The past few weeks has been so tiring. Body battered and worn. Mind shredded to pieces. The will to function is not there. I cannot find the motivation to get things done. I am beginning to wonder whether it is just the particular assignment which is causing me so much trouble. I just cant seem to get it done. I feel so useless. Seems that there are those around me which have started studying already. And i feel left behind.

Food has been good though. Koba's parents cook almost all the time. And they clean and wash too. It nice. They are really nice to me and i am very grateful.

Cheryl has been really strong lately. Except for the moth incident. I apologise to everyone for not blogging. Its been hectic. After this week i will have to really sit my ass down and study. I pray that the lord will grant me the strength.

Dear lord i pray for cheryl. Her stomach is not too good. I claim in your name that it will be cured. I thank you for allowing her to be praised for her work and that she is doing well. Thank you for keeping her safe and please always be with her each step of the way. As for me, thank you for bringing me this far already. Without you i would be nowhere. I pray for the exams ahead remembering that i have left the hope of getting a scholarship in your hands. As i begin to hit ecommerce for work again i pray that your wisdom will pour through me as i write the essay. Thank you Lord. Amen