The melancholic plethora warps into a mass of confusion. I have no idea what the !@#% i am doing. There is is so much to get done... Ar.. Everything begins to turn to a distraction. The fickle weather is not helping too... Its supposed to be spring damn it.. not freaking winter... heat up a lill pleasssseeeee..... I believe all these ramblings are brewed from the pissed-off-ness with electronic commerce.. Piece of shit subject. Bloody exams... I wanna just blank out. But i cant... I have the burden of my parents hopes and dreams... and mine too... now that i think about it. Damn. There are so many distractions. Mainly one and its killing me.. y cant i just ge the fucking study mood... i need it now... the time draws near.....aaaarrrrrr....... i cant do this. where has all the control fled to... in the navy i sat my ass down to force it so y cant i get it now!!! ar. @!#$
God please... let me find a peace, a calmness, the serenity of grace later. But also that i will have a clear mind. One set on just worship for there can be no other way.
God please... let me find a peace, a calmness, the serenity of grace later. But also that i will have a clear mind. One set on just worship for there can be no other way.
