It is time like these wen i wonder whether i have been a good bf or not. I am unsure. And so far i haven heard anything good so i assume thats bad. Sigh.

Exams are in a month and its still taking a while to sink in. I hope that tmr when i wake up that it'll get things done. I pray i do. There is no time left to just play around.

Cheryl's having a fever and i am worried again that she is too stressed out and i was not there for her yet again. i feel like i have been a really terrible bf. I hate being apart from her. I hope her concert goes smoothly. Lord i pray that you will take good care of her health. That she may awake refreshed and ready to go. The you will supply her with the lines which she has memorized. That it will all go smoothly and her superiors will see her as a vital person. Please take good care of her and remind her once in a while of me.. just in case. In your precious and holy name.Amen.

Matt and Ben cameto my place to "celebrate" the moon cake thing. Just taked and had a couple of beers. It was nice. I hope that they will move near me so that next time they can just come over and things will be so much easier... Or we can just go hang at their place.