untitled

This entire week has been hell for me. Everyday, stressed out, i really felt like crying but den again, i did not really have anyone to just cry out too. I called out to God but i still hear no reply. He has been gracious though. He has protected me enough. Thats y i am here. wont dwell more on camp stuff. Need a break from that. To be free.

Went for kenneth's birthday party thing today. Most of my clique in sec school were there. just 5 of us though, koba is still in australia. i miss that bastard really. Maybe he was the only one that was really like me. Kenneths really lucky man... It took the group 4 years to finally meet up face to face. In a way, though it was just something small, i did feel a lill jealous. Friendship above all man. haha... maybe it was something unrealistic to believe in.