DUN WORRY THIS AIN'T SOME SUPER ARMY ENTRY
I started OCS with a sense of sadness. In BMT, i gave almost my best to get there. That was where i wanted to go. To me, it was the place where the best of the best went but when i looked around when i was physically there, it hurt. It made me not really wanna perform. Not really wanna be there. It make me wonder why i bothered to try to hard in the first place. The ocs song's chorus goes like this:
we come from ocs
we are the very best
leading with dignity and pride
wherever we go
we will always show
our spirit lives forever more
I've learn that no spirit need to be broken. Mine broke. It was wayang land. I cant stand it. In my head i gave up when i could not set a goal. But in the one month there, I got to know this group. We are kinda like the band of brothers, mainly because there are 7 of us so.. haha.
Victor(donkey)
He laughs like one so...
Pius(Mojojojo aka malaysian)
we all think he looks like a monkey so mojojojo came into play.. plus the aka coz he is one... no offence intended
Zhiwei(Sleeping Beauty)
He can sleep anywhere anytime. If there was a job of professional sleeper, its him.. Without getting caught too..
Aaron(Gayboy)
Victor thinks he is gay.... and he is my darling so... haha
Jeremy(Sampan)
As lame as it was, he was going to the navy so sampan it was.
Nicholas(Pt Nick)
Physical Training ic therefore PT nick!
and me. That makes 7.
This week, i was informed that i will be going to the navy and PT Nick to the air force. Sampan and Gayboy signed on to the navy already. The group was broken in 3. Though nick and i had our reasons to go, the hardest part about it is we have to leave them.
Really, without them, i'd probably feel left out. We joked, laughed, ate, laughed and laughed and laughed and laughed and laughed... you get the idea. We all encouraged each other to persevere. There is so much i could write about that here but i have to go soon. Without you guys, i might not have even made it through the first month.
Victor texted me this yesterday
"my brothers in arms, no matter what, we'll reunite again at the parade squareon our commission day. Just remember, no matter how tough training is, we'll pull through. I thank god for letting us meet in our passage of life. We'll be each other's pillars of strength, filled with determination to achieve success. Thanks for the memories. Its something i'll treasure dearly for the rest of my life. TANGO!"
I share much of the same testiment as you my friend.
Sometimes, I get tired of this me first attitude
You are the one thing,
that keeps me smiling
That's why I'm always wishing hard for you
Cos your life shines so bright
I don't feel no solitude
You are my first, star at night
I'd be lost in space without you
And I'll never lose my faith in you
How will I ever get to heaven, if I do
Feels, just so fine
When we touch the sky me and you
This is my idea of heaven
Why can't it always be so good
But it's alright, I know your out there
Doing what you've gotta do
You are my soul satellite
I'd be lost in space without you
And I'll never lose my faith in you
How will I ever get to heaven, if I do
I'll never lose my faith in you
I'll never lose my faith in you
I dedicate that to you all.
I'll send you guys the part to fit in here.
-----abrupt ending-----
I started OCS with a sense of sadness. In BMT, i gave almost my best to get there. That was where i wanted to go. To me, it was the place where the best of the best went but when i looked around when i was physically there, it hurt. It made me not really wanna perform. Not really wanna be there. It make me wonder why i bothered to try to hard in the first place. The ocs song's chorus goes like this:
we are the very best
leading with dignity and pride
wherever we go
we will always show
our spirit lives forever more
I've learn that no spirit need to be broken. Mine broke. It was wayang land. I cant stand it. In my head i gave up when i could not set a goal. But in the one month there, I got to know this group. We are kinda like the band of brothers, mainly because there are 7 of us so.. haha.
Victor(donkey)
He laughs like one so...
Pius(Mojojojo aka malaysian)
we all think he looks like a monkey so mojojojo came into play.. plus the aka coz he is one... no offence intended
Zhiwei(Sleeping Beauty)
He can sleep anywhere anytime. If there was a job of professional sleeper, its him.. Without getting caught too..
Aaron(Gayboy)
Victor thinks he is gay.... and he is my darling so... haha
Jeremy(Sampan)
As lame as it was, he was going to the navy so sampan it was.
Nicholas(Pt Nick)
Physical Training ic therefore PT nick!
and me. That makes 7.
This week, i was informed that i will be going to the navy and PT Nick to the air force. Sampan and Gayboy signed on to the navy already. The group was broken in 3. Though nick and i had our reasons to go, the hardest part about it is we have to leave them.
Really, without them, i'd probably feel left out. We joked, laughed, ate, laughed and laughed and laughed and laughed and laughed... you get the idea. We all encouraged each other to persevere. There is so much i could write about that here but i have to go soon. Without you guys, i might not have even made it through the first month.
Victor texted me this yesterday
"my brothers in arms, no matter what, we'll reunite again at the parade squareon our commission day. Just remember, no matter how tough training is, we'll pull through. I thank god for letting us meet in our passage of life. We'll be each other's pillars of strength, filled with determination to achieve success. Thanks for the memories. Its something i'll treasure dearly for the rest of my life. TANGO!"
I share much of the same testiment as you my friend.
You are the one thing,
that keeps me smiling
That's why I'm always wishing hard for you
Cos your life shines so bright
I don't feel no solitude
You are my first, star at night
I'd be lost in space without you
And I'll never lose my faith in you
How will I ever get to heaven, if I do
Feels, just so fine
When we touch the sky me and you
This is my idea of heaven
Why can't it always be so good
But it's alright, I know your out there
Doing what you've gotta do
You are my soul satellite
I'd be lost in space without you
And I'll never lose my faith in you
How will I ever get to heaven, if I do
I'll never lose my faith in you
I'll never lose my faith in you
I dedicate that to you all.
I'll send you guys the part to fit in here.
