back to civilisation once again

am back from safti!

i dunno. so many things have happened since den but its rather screwed up here at home.. comp is down... all my info is all FUCKING gone. am damn pissed.. i'm preparing to go out and there is so much to be done.

all i have to say for now is:

It's the hardest thing
I'll ever have to do
To look you in the eye
And tell you i don't love you
It's the hardest thing
I'll ever have to lie
To show no emotion
When you start to cry
I can't let you see
What you mean to me
When my hands are tied
And my hearts not free
We're not meant to be
It's the hardest thing
I'll ever have to do
To turn around and walk away
Pretending i don't love you