if only it were true

it happened somewhere around the last day of field camp. Strangely, i had a dream. For all the other days, i had never dreamt of anything. It was something seriously unexpected. seriously. I never did think or do think now that there is even the slightest bit of chance us to get back together. The 2 years we spent just seem to pop up every now and den for no reason. To piss me off>/? I dunno. i am too tired to think. i shall blog again tmr... hopefully
i would give anything just to hold you in my arms once again. Jess, i still miss you.