Its at times like these where i seriously wonder whether we will make it through in life. I fell sick again but to overworking i think. There is so much that i wish that i could do. But all my hopes and dreams are with cheryl in Singapore and she is really having a hard hard time. I wish i could be there to support her. I dunno what to do. To see her so stressed out really kills me. I pray that the lord will be by her side always. I shall try calling her again in a bit once i finish this.

That day draws nearer and i was reminded when a package from my parents, cheryl and my sis came. I was seriously so touched. It seems like no one here gives a half shit and i really think that i am dying inside. My spirit is beginning to shrivel up. And its not topping up so i wonder how much i have left. Maybe its God's way to making me look to him. and that is what i really really want too. but its so hard.

I miss my friends so much back home.

If i had a wish and only 1, i'd wish she'll be happier and not stressed and those pple at her workplace would just bugger off.