I've been wondering. What steps am i going to take from here? Work? Education? I believe education is the step but do i have the means to do it? I hope that the Lord will open up ways for cheryl also. My minds bogged out and i have no idea how the road will go. Sigh. I wish that there were people that could just lend the money first and all. I really wish.

Been so busy since entering fast boat. It used to be very slack but i guess that the lord does not want me to slacken in any way. I guess its to build determination. That for the future will surely be important. Must try to find ways to earn money. Even though it may just be a little bit so that i can supplement our future. Well. Its all in his hands