another week goes by and the time to commission goes by... thats good but the time to my assessment sortie is coming near... that sort of scares me.. its like a practical test where the instructors will see how good your skills as midshipmen of the watch and midshipmen navigational officer are.. Sometimes, rather lot of the time, i crumble under the pressure of the instructors. I just hate it.. o well. tests.. hai... life is so full of them. Lets just hope that this one will just ease by.

Just finished serving a confinement this week on the saturday because of failing to meet the standard for the rule of the road test... its something like super advance theory for the sea. Time is so precious... especially weekend time. Argh.. din have much time to spend with cheryl at all. Had to go to idp openhouse where i just zonked out. Too many things to do.. found it hard to concentrate and got very frustrated on looking at the universities.. ARGH...

Lord grant me the strength to go by, the strength to carry on with another week.