in rememberence.

am just finding out how all of this works so that i can just create my own and stuff. sigh. if only one can stay in the past. Or rather i believe forget the past. But the past makes us who we are. Tomorrow a brand new day? i dun think so.

Lord. Lord. The only thing that keeps me going is the fact that i am living here for your purpose. The world is screwed. But you have chosen me to live here and live here i will. Hopefully too i will be able to live according to your will. Currently i'm rather a let down. I go on my knees and apologize for being such a lousy disciple. But be with me i pray as i try once again to not be of this world yet in the world.

Amen.