i return

its been a few days since the traumatic term ended. I have to admit that i am really very worried about the results, which by the way are released on the 8th. Never really thought that i would have a problem studying once again. My assignment grades have been above average to i am thankful. Just the requirement to pass the main paper is still some what of a hurdle of doubt at the back of my mind. It spores uncertainty. I hate the feeling. But once again i remind myself that what is done is done and there is no turning back time. Just from now till then, i am free.

Wondering whether i should work when i go back to singapore. It will help in earning some money but on the other hand i think that the free time will allow me to learn and focus on alot of the things which i always said that i would do. The issue is whether the lazy ass me will over power the one with all the potential once again.

Yes, i think that i can make it. And yes that means smart. Screw you if you dun think so.

The damn service have kinda screwed me up again. They were supposed to give me a Certificate of Service but i have yet to receive it. Will have to talk to OC at the chalet in dec when i get the chance. I have to get it. It will really affect my CV.

There is going to be so much i have to do when i return... Format computer. Buy new Hard disk, i really really want the 500gb one... mine is already so so full.. like no more space full. damn. so much to do... should i really get a job?

what yu think?