I've realised that i have been damn lazy to blog very often but i'll try to again so that i can have a daily account of my life... sort of.. if i ever wanna look back on it.
Today's been another one of those days that just make you wanna kill someone. I would but God and society frown upon it. Sometimes i wonder why i even bother to try to do stuff well at all. When you look back on it, you just get screwed over. A seaman, who has ORD-ed, once told me the more you do work, the more they will give you but they will not give you what is promised. Be it the benefits or what fuck they promise. Hate to admit it but thats true to some extent and thats rather sad dun you think. Who den will wanna try to do their work well???? For the regulars, thats fine because the more you do the more you have a reputation and you will move up the promotion ladder faster and all but how about for us NSFs??? What gives us motivation or what should drive us to do as well as we can? For me, i once promised that i would try to and also because i dun wanna have people in NS view me as slack jack and have that come back some time in the near future come back and bite you in the ass. Hopefully COC will go smoothly and i will get my DY OC post and not have to be pushed around that much.
Received my offer on my double degree in Science and Commerce in university of new south wales. Still waiting for the rest of my applications to return with a reply so that i can faster choose one to settle down with one. I see more potential problems in the future but those i leave to God, for i know that he has planned the path for me and he will be with me every step of the way where i walk. truely, without you i'd be lost.
Today's been another one of those days that just make you wanna kill someone. I would but God and society frown upon it. Sometimes i wonder why i even bother to try to do stuff well at all. When you look back on it, you just get screwed over. A seaman, who has ORD-ed, once told me the more you do work, the more they will give you but they will not give you what is promised. Be it the benefits or what fuck they promise. Hate to admit it but thats true to some extent and thats rather sad dun you think. Who den will wanna try to do their work well???? For the regulars, thats fine because the more you do the more you have a reputation and you will move up the promotion ladder faster and all but how about for us NSFs??? What gives us motivation or what should drive us to do as well as we can? For me, i once promised that i would try to and also because i dun wanna have people in NS view me as slack jack and have that come back some time in the near future come back and bite you in the ass. Hopefully COC will go smoothly and i will get my DY OC post and not have to be pushed around that much.
Received my offer on my double degree in Science and Commerce in university of new south wales. Still waiting for the rest of my applications to return with a reply so that i can faster choose one to settle down with one. I see more potential problems in the future but those i leave to God, for i know that he has planned the path for me and he will be with me every step of the way where i walk. truely, without you i'd be lost.
