there are times when i feel like i have no choice but to be hard on people so that they will understand that my instructions should be followed and not ignored. Yes its about work and its not that i have a problem controlling my men but more of a i need to learn to be more mean to them. Others have adviced me to keep my distance between officers and the rest but i have not really listened. I guess i was too nice to them from the beginning. O well, we all learn new things everyday rite? guess that this is one of them. I will from tmr learn to be stricter on them and punish them if i need be to get my point across.

Where to study? where? what to study? damn my mind is so confused that i dunno what to say so much to do. Sigh. Time is ticking.