ramblings

I look back here again and i realise that i have not blogged in like 2 weeks.. thats really long... It seems that just a while ago, i had another 265 days left in ocs and now there is only 21 more days... I'm glad that its coming to an end but when i think about it, have i put in my max effort? Could i have done any better? Could i in someway been more of a testament to God? Well... Another question goes unanswered... I wanna go back to church.. Its true that there is a void without his presense. Its been too long since i went back to church.. Hai..