Went out with the ultimate team this week quite a bit.. mainly coz derek and weiliang are going into the army tmr... well, thinking about it, maybe its about time that i touch one the touchy topic of it.
I started disc knights with stephen and from what it looks like now, its gone a long way. a long way without me that is. Fucking army lar. Well, cant say that i hate it. Just loath the fact that i was with the team while all of this occurred. Even now, the team seems to be getting better and all. Some of those whom i know, mainly stephen, nun, weiliang, wenyao, qian hui, nigel, gen, derek, kelly. Thats about it. Excluding kelly, whom i just recently met coz the group met to watch a show, those are whom i used to play with.
Sometimes it really pisses me off when you put your heart and soul into something den you have to go away. sad.
I've been considering whether i wanna come back and rejoin the team. Dun get me wrong saying that i only wanna be know as a leader of a founder of dk. It doesn matter to me... its a team we built up and i just wnana be in it but there are things holding me back from doing so. Mainly, i probably cant play anymore. How long has it been?? 4 months? hai.... also, if my dream comes true and i get to ocs, i cant afford to have injury and go out of training you see....
predicaments predicaments.... sob
what should i do?
I started disc knights with stephen and from what it looks like now, its gone a long way. a long way without me that is. Fucking army lar. Well, cant say that i hate it. Just loath the fact that i was with the team while all of this occurred. Even now, the team seems to be getting better and all. Some of those whom i know, mainly stephen, nun, weiliang, wenyao, qian hui, nigel, gen, derek, kelly. Thats about it. Excluding kelly, whom i just recently met coz the group met to watch a show, those are whom i used to play with.
Sometimes it really pisses me off when you put your heart and soul into something den you have to go away. sad.
I've been considering whether i wanna come back and rejoin the team. Dun get me wrong saying that i only wanna be know as a leader of a founder of dk. It doesn matter to me... its a team we built up and i just wnana be in it but there are things holding me back from doing so. Mainly, i probably cant play anymore. How long has it been?? 4 months? hai.... also, if my dream comes true and i get to ocs, i cant afford to have injury and go out of training you see....
predicaments predicaments.... sob
what should i do?
